The new life, without the wife!

Well im living a new life it seems now, i can positively say that i dont have to worry about my now officially "well as official as pre-divorce can be". Single since she now has started a family that she can love and grow and doesnt have to worry about falling out of love on a whime, cause she was suffocating every other month, but loving every other month. I dont really care anymore she can love her new boyfriend that is now her new babydaddy, he's tribal now she not only has a new man, but also she has a free ticket into the tribal money, so she's set for life now!

end of happiness

Today is the end of happiness, as the world goes to hell all i can wish is that it goes a little faster, and when the final judgement comes, that my son is raised to the heavens, and that i am left to rot on this plane of hell.

Today i have deleted my Myspace, my Facebook, and My myyearbook. I cant deal with pain and empty promises from people who have no further use in life, then to cause others momentary life, then un-ending pain.

If love to me was a word, it would not be found in my vocabulary because i dont want it in my life. The feeling has no place left in me.

i must try and keep my composure for my son. but my heart will return to its frozen state. I have not felt like this in years. This time i dont want it to thaw, that is my un ending wish!